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Wilma's avatar

This was amazing Natalia !! It’s like reading my own thoughts typed out. I’m constantly feeling behind now I’m closer to 25 I just feel like I need to rush rush, constantly fearing death and not leaving anything real behind. But I need to actually live the life I have now. Thank you this was such a good read

natalia's avatar

i feel like as an artist we often think about leaving a mark and fearing the death. we crave to at least die as somebody who was seen. it kills me to see so many people burn out because everything is way too fast, i wish we could experience more with just slowing down!

Wilma's avatar

We want to feel immortal by leaving something behind even if it’s not our body. It can be difficult but we need to live life. Relax. Slow down. Greatness can’t be rushed and there is no deadline or set list on what’s considered great! You may have already done something that’s so memorable even if it’s not in your eyes others may still think of it.

natalia's avatar

you are so so right wilma! maybe it's time to wake up and do nothing and just observe

E.M. Gray's avatar

I believe we’re roughly the same age, have lived similar lives, and are currently experiencing similar things, and it was bittersweet to realise that I'm not suffering alone in a world where every other 27-31-year-old is doing fine 😭

Emmy's avatar

this is so wonderful! i feel that the saturn return is so fear-mongered, but these have been some of the most wonderful years of my life - it's an opportunity for realignment